Miss Him :'(

I miss him , i miss everything about him
i didn't know he'd end up meaning so much to me
i didn't even see it coming
and now
everything's different
even the stuff he had nothing to do with
he's all i can think about
and its not fair
cause it don't mean nothing
i thinks i love him :( im still waiting , 
i know it my bad , i make wrong desicion ,
i know you hate me . but please don't show it ,